All of the drama is gone.
I feel so boring.
It’s been almost a month, 3 weeks, 21 days.
I’m getting better, all on my own. And I feel like I’m losing myself.
I wish I was like the characters in books, in movies, on television. It will never happen.
I get to see him tomorrow- perhaps I’ll confess my attraction…perhaps not.
I wonder how much it would hurt when he tells me no.
Scary thoughts.
“the future freaks me out”- motion city soundtrack
good blog. Tomorrow will be fine! Who is it? Redhead? nah, can't be. Is it the new guy, I forgot his name
ReplyDeleteI say go for it. Tell him how you feel. What's the worst that could happen? The only mistake in life is to be afraid of making one. X
ReplyDeleteyeah todd, but thats easier said then done. Definatly not redhead, FUCK NO! its the new guy, you dont know his name cuz i never said it. He needs a nickname. How about we call him Tall and handsome guy; T&HG- Just to keep things interesting.
ReplyDeleteHahhah, ok, I'll try to remember! I will post soon too but I'm so busy with exams!!!
ReplyDeleteBut let us know how tomorrow went!