Borat among other things

I saw the movie, it was funny. Not the best movie or close to that but… if your gonna make fun of Women, homosexuals and jews your bound to get lots of laughs and that’s that.

I didn’t do as I had planned today, instead I met with friends and procrastinated while smoking pot. I feel guilty because of this, and I’m not good with guilt. It gnaws at me me. It stays on my mind and slowly makes me dislike myself, my inability to sick to a schedule and just makes me feel like an incapable lazy person. I don’t know why this is, why I value organization so much but I do. It probably has something of with my incredibly organization focused father… However, I did tidy my room, that always makes me feel like I accomplished something, and its good to do when your high because it makes a boring task a little better.

I’ve decided to reward myself with a mushroom trip when I’m done all of my essays for this semester. I hope that motivates me.

I threw up at a party last night. It always so unnerving doing that in other peoples houses (airplanes, public restroom, the side of the road). But I was going out after and sorta panicked because I was feeling full even though I didn’t eat that much. But right after I walked out of the washroom my friend was singing opera outside the door and he stepped into the washroom with me and sang me AMAZING opera for like 5 minutes, just both of us standing in this tiny washroom- it was the most random thing ever. But then I left because He had to pee.

I hate MSN, Mr Awkward didn’t reply to me, neither did cute red head.

Update: Mr. Awkward did reply to me later- he almost came over at midnight when i had an impromptu gathering of friends, but he lives like 15 minutes away and may have a frectured or broken a rib- which is his reason for not feeling up to coming. He said to inform him next time im doing something like this. But this is the second time he didnt hang out (the first being him wanting to go to the gym and i guess i asked right after class- he has a life and probably cant just do things on the spot). That time he did say to add him to msn and we would hang out at some point. I guess im very last minute with things, but I cant help but feeling If the situation was reversed I probably would have skipped the gym and hung out with him, or walked 15 minutes to hang out with him (at midnight, in pain??? hmmm). Well I guess I dont know.

& Cute redhead is an idiot, which is unfortunate (for him)

Enough over analyzing now- I'll shut up.