Baking a Cake

I’m baking a cake- Its because I have no groceries, and it’s the one thing I have ingredients for, mix, egg and water- I think im gonna run to the corner store and get some icing..

I have so much work, but I guess everyone in school does right around now.

I had a pretty lovely day, I saw so many of my friends. I’m planning on going to this play sometime over the weekend, it’s a all girls comedy. But its proved impossible to buy tickets, so I think I’m just gonna have to get them at the door.

Europe is off, which totally sucks. TOTALLY. But everyone was against it. And I really want to go for several months or even a year, I guess I’ll have to do that a little later in my life.

Today a friend said that of all her friends I do the most drugs. That kind of got me thinking, because I really don’t consider myself a ‘druggie’. I didn’t smoke pot for about 6 months, and on occasion I do other drugs but it’s a party thing, not a ‘I must get high thing’. But it still got me thinking.

Today I also unexpectedly ran into Mr. Awkward, he was DUM DUM DUM, quite awkward, and on his way somewhere- I was waiting for a friend, he chatted for a few minutes but said he didn’t want wait with me till my friend was done, but he also didn’t leave me until another guy I knew came by, which was nice. I also jokingly asked if he had the book he said he would give me yesterday, but I didn’t think he’d have it because he wasn’t expecting to see me. But, he did, so now I have one of his favorite books to read. All of my friends think he’s hot which makes me happy, but also feel shallow since I guess I feel that’s important.The Question what do I do how do I make him fall for me? I guess it’s just I hate fall everyone is couples and holding hands and I just feel like a loser.