I just wonder about how honest I should be.
I sat next to Mr. Awkward today, we had a good conversation… I think, he walked me to work, that’s good, I’ll believe it’s good. I think I may ask him to come out with me on Saturday. He is too attractive to be interested in me, I shouldn’t feel like that i know, but I can’t help it. Most people are self depreciating and not as confident as they are supposed to be, although this may be something I tell myself as justification.
I haven’t talked to Redhead today, but last night before I went to sleep I gave him my number so I wonder what will happen there. Is it horrible, I like him, but I also hate the fact he works and isn’t in school, that must make me a tool. I ate lunch, which I threw up in one of the only single washrooms I know of on campus while people banged on the door for me to get out(the lock said it was unoccupied). That was fucking annoying. I ate dinner and then repeated at home. I was pretty good for a while, but recently I’ve been so stressed I cant really help it. But I should attempt to get back on the wagon again at some point.
Interesting thing, last night a friend of mine told me she would sleep with me if I wanted (shes all into her new found bisecuality. I mean, I always knew she was attracted to me, but actually putting girl/girl sex on the table, sorta strange. At least I wont have to worry about any of that stuff until I get home for Christmas.
And there you have it my first official blog entry.
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2 comments:
Hey!! I'm impressed! Your life sounds really interesting! I'll add you to my favorites at once!
Are you okay though? Do you throw up on purpose? Stop me if I get too personal, but I suppose this is all pretty much anonymous, we're half a world apart
ohh your impressed, thats great :)
Um its personal but dont worry I wrote about it right,yeah its on purpose, i guess you being half a world away makes it ok. Its kinda this secret that causes me stress, cuz none i know in 'real life' knows.
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