So, heres the deal- i'm sorry i haven't posted in forever- its just that i always feel like i have to catch up on everything and then the task seems too argous then i get intimdated and don't do it.
But i've decided to say FUCK IT and post anyways and as I write i'll make reference to whatever needs explaining from the past 3.5 months.
So currently- I just got back from a trip to montreal for my frinds wedding. My family went too, it was fun, and apparently i get quite emotional at weddings which was odd because 'im not really like that', aside from getting a bit teary eyed when the plane lands signifiying i did not die on the flight or getting goose bumps i'm a bit unexpressive when it comes to feeling (especially the sappy kind). The wedding was nice, I decided when (if?) I have a wedding I dont want it to be like that one though. This one was all parents and friend of parents and that junk. I want my wedding small and to only have people I really care about and am close with so i can really enjoy it and not have cheesy dance and rap music playing.
As of today I (almost) dont have anything going on with any boys- This is odd since the past months have been a whirlwound/ emotional/ physical rollercoaster. But its over today- because 'David' whom you may remeber from pevious posts, was suposed to get together with me to say bye befor he left for europe indefinatly (and I was planning on giving him he first semblance of a love letter i ever wrote)- but he had to move stuff and it didn't hapen, thus my good bye e-mail (nothing like the letter) had to suffice. I said 'almost' earlier because i guess i'm kinda dating one guy, we've been on one date because of schedualing shit, but talked for like the last 1.5 months, but i don't really see myelf being that into him, but its alright to have him around when nothing is really going on- or just keeping options open and whatever- hes a whole other story though, we can call him 'Victor'. And then theres 'Brent'- also for another time (see cliff hangers will keep you coming back for more)
As food goes- i really cant summerize the past months, but the past weeks have been rediculous. I was at home (major stressor) plus my cousin who was anorexic and bulimic was over and that always kinda triggors me. Plus i was in my old washroom an just its a bad environment. I was also in airports, and airport washrooms, and fasting for like 5 days, and just crazyness. Needless to say my neck hurts like a bitch and is swollen an my mouth is in shitty shape, and i know i need help but i just can't and its frustrating and not a good way to end this post so....
I'll finish by tell you that grade-wise my last semester ROCKED I got all A's Woo me!
to come in subsequent posts:
employment
more boys
you'll have to wait and see!
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Hello!! Wow, I can't believe it's been 3.5 months!! Sounds like you've been up to a lot!! good blog!
Bummer about David missing your letter... But someone will come and sweep you off your feet soon!
Well done with your grades! Kick ass. Bet that's a big weight off your mind!! Keep striving with the food thing! You can do it!
Keep me updated! Sounds like interesting stuff is coming!
hahah, I think you're right about my parents! I Hate coming back home though, after living on my own it's so frustrating living here again!
In the summer I need to get some of the money I spent on nights out back! I'll work back at my old place. Plus I want to visit a few friends and go on holiday with my best friends from home! Can't wait!
How about you? What are your plans?
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