uh... ohhhhhh

I did a lot of work today, Now I just need to throw it all together into a semi-coherent powerpoint presentation. The only not so great part is I just arrived home from becoming mildly intoxicated. I hate leaving the bar and my friends to come home and be alone.

However, I got to spend some time with one, Gregory, who may become m next crush. Boys are something I haven’t really thought about most of the year as I wasn’t really finding myself interested in anyone; and the weeks and months kept passing and now there’s only 3 months left so it all seems kinda pointless. Never-the-less- I may develop a crush on him and if I do I wouldn’t be surprised.

Tonight he suddenly, out of nowhere, reminded me of David (see drama from last year) they don’t look alike, but he’s smart and he had a similar little day planner and honest to god my heart sank a bit when I saw him take it out of his bag. I found out he’s my age- I thought he was two years younger which kinda freaked me out a bit because it placed the chances of me asking him out even more remotely then they had already been. This is because I have a slight position of authority in relation to him and it would have just made me feel icky…

God I hate feeling like this. I wish I had the ability to read other peoples minds. That would be incredibly useful- then I could give up on constantly worrying what other people thought of me- because then, I would know.

My dad just sent me a message on MSN which i missed saying i should call him tomorrow to talk about my europe trip. I'm scared.