Unsettled

Anxiety is kicking in. The worst part is I don’t now why. The feeling of general anxiety is washing over me every two to six minutes which a causes me to, inexplicably, tense up. Perhaps it’s the amount of school work I have, I also feel that I somehow did something embarrassing last night even though I know full well I did not. Well maybe I told a couple a people I wanted to ask someone out…but there’s not reason to be embarrassed about that.

I had a conversation with a friend. He disclosed how he worried about going mad and question how one would know if they were beginning to go crazy. I have pondered this before, several times and I have come to the conclusion that it would be so difficult to tell. This would be because your experience would remain being your experience, the things that are real and cogent happening now, would also be just as real and cogent if you only thought they were happening, if in actuality they weren’t.

I have to go do some readings about duty, duty to one’s self and duty to others and hopefully rectify this with the impermissibility of sex selection!