As Promised...

Boys:
Victor- Well I actually just got back from a walk with him. History: We met, made plans. He pushed them like a million times to the point I almost hated him, then we finally went out and it was nice. Not spectacular though. Like fun, but no chemistry, none at all. Then didn’t see each other for a but still talked on MSN, sometimes we have really good talks, then the walk. We hugged goodbye. Its not as if I don’t like him or find him attractive, I ust think maybe I need to drink with him and I’ll be a little more relaxed or something. Cuz I mean obviously I have some confidence issues.

Brent- He’s older than me, he guest lectured my class, we were kinda secretly seeing eachother, (well having sleepovers) behind the backs of some of our friends for about 2.5 months. I wasn’t really that into him, I mean at least emotionally- but I guess I thought when it finally ended, I would be the one to break it off or it would just fizzle or something. But it did not. Then after a night out and several shots- About 20 minutes after grabbing me and making out with me in front of some of our friends (which was totally something we didn’t do in public, ever) he decides to say we can’t do what were ding any more because he’s more interested in some other girls he’s seeing, and that he should be focusing on his work and almost said something exactly like ‘well your 21 what did you expect?’. What was most frustrating was we had gone on a date and I stayed at his place the night before, he helped me study and he gave me a kiss goobye and was all ‘I’m gonna see you tonight right?’.So it was like he had planned to break up with me that night, and still went out with me the night before, it all seemed so contrived.

David- I ran into him right before I had to work today, I hugged him goodbye and told him to have a nice trip (he seemed surprised by the hug- I dunno, no more thinking about him)

Employment:
I sling coffee at starbucks!
I’m waiting on a job back at home (uhhh living at home) but its right up my field of work that I wanna do, but they are totally screwing me around. Theres an interviewer, and ther hireing person. My interview went great, said I would hear back in a week from the hireing person. I didn’t. So 2.5 weeks later nothing so I e-mail. The interview person tells me the hireing person is out of town and I should hear soon. Then sends me another e-mail a few days later and says I’ll know soon. Then at a conference I meet the interview person and she introduced me as ‘Mel- she’s going to be working with us this summer’, and I say ‘am i?’ and shes like oh you haven’t heard back yet, and tells me she’ll talk to the other woman. So I mean the job sounds promising, but I wanna get my damn contract already and give notice.

Vote:
Who thinks I should get facebook?
I’ve resisted thus far.

School:
I’m in summer school I should be studying but the walk with Victor made me tired (I just got home). I’m jus doing kinda not so great in the class and I wanted to get an A, or even an A-, but I’m worried I wont. I need to figure out the math soon, with what percent I need on the other parts of what goes into my mark.